the devil came on horseback documentary.

i dont even know what to say. im almost ashamed that here i am, sitting in my three bedroom 2 and a half bath with two animals and a closet full of clothes. i go to school everyday and the last thing on my mind is the fear of losing my life. i dont even think ive ever been in a situation where i was really going to lose it. not that im worried, ill be with Jesus. but the fact that im so protected, so safe. while thousands of girls and boys my age right now are being murdered in sudan. their moms, their brothers, their dads, their uncles. people like you and me. i dont know what to do. and i know that Jesus is so much bigger than it all, but i just get so sad when i think that were standing here watching hundreds of thousands of innocent sudanese christians get slaughtered. were standing here, in america. and what kills me is that the sudanese people think that were there for them. one man said he prays for america, hes so thankful for what they are doing. but most americans dont know or dont care about whats happening a continent away on africa. is this what God's called us to do? the only thing i have comfort in is that i know that God sees them, and He loves each and every precious life that has been brually taken. oh, but if it could only end. please have mercy Jesus...

when the saints

such an amazing song! i dont know how long it will be up there, but go here and download the song, its free http://www.ijm.org/NETCOMMUNITY/page.redir?target=http%3a%2f%2fphobos.apple.com%2fWebObjects%2fMZStore.woa%2fwa%2fviewAlbum%3fid%3d267224087%26s%3d143441&srcid=22357&srctid=1&erid=2088672 .
its honestly so good. i can't get over it