okay okay...

i just want to document this. so i can remember and everyone else can see how long its been since ive been healthy! haha okay...
for the past 10 weeks i have had some sort of sickness
1.cold
2.stomach flu
3.cold
4.flu
5.cold
6.flu
7.sinus infection
and...as of yesterday...
8.stomach flu!!!
these have all been overlapping one another...its great...hahah oh wow i cant believe how long its been! cant wait until im better..finally.

"sniffle"

im so bored..i dont really know what to do. like i could read...or clean..or something. but im too tired. this is the beginning of week number 7 of sickness! its like im in a hole of germs and it keeps getting deeper...blah. haha but its okay, hopefully ill be better soon. and this weather doesnt seem to help..aside from all this though, im done with finals!!! woooooo ya! and last weekend was wintercamp!! soooo good man! haha okay, there was really no point to this blog other than to alleviate my boredom. have a good day!

january 14,1991

ahhhh oh my gosh!!! im freaking out so much right now!! im SEVENTEEN!! that seems so old! i dont want to grow up!!! ah im going to miss being sixteen. oh well. one more year of childhood is left..

the devil came on horseback documentary.

i dont even know what to say. im almost ashamed that here i am, sitting in my three bedroom 2 and a half bath with two animals and a closet full of clothes. i go to school everyday and the last thing on my mind is the fear of losing my life. i dont even think ive ever been in a situation where i was really going to lose it. not that im worried, ill be with Jesus. but the fact that im so protected, so safe. while thousands of girls and boys my age right now are being murdered in sudan. their moms, their brothers, their dads, their uncles. people like you and me. i dont know what to do. and i know that Jesus is so much bigger than it all, but i just get so sad when i think that were standing here watching hundreds of thousands of innocent sudanese christians get slaughtered. were standing here, in america. and what kills me is that the sudanese people think that were there for them. one man said he prays for america, hes so thankful for what they are doing. but most americans dont know or dont care about whats happening a continent away on africa. is this what God's called us to do? the only thing i have comfort in is that i know that God sees them, and He loves each and every precious life that has been brually taken. oh, but if it could only end. please have mercy Jesus...

when the saints

such an amazing song! i dont know how long it will be up there, but go here and download the song, its free http://www.ijm.org/NETCOMMUNITY/page.redir?target=http%3a%2f%2fphobos.apple.com%2fWebObjects%2fMZStore.woa%2fwa%2fviewAlbum%3fid%3d267224087%26s%3d143441&srcid=22357&srctid=1&erid=2088672 .
its honestly so good. i can't get over it

one of the weirdest things ive ever seen...

...anyone else confused? i really was, so much that i had to take a picture

i got tagged by katie.. haha

just noticed. okay, well...
1. ive never been trick or treating. next wednesday is my...16th year of NOT trick or treating? cool
2. i used to be a big tom boy. i cut my hair really short and wore baggy clothes and me and my other "tom boy" friends would argue if we should call ourselves tom girls or tom boys. my now best friend beckie wore dresses and when she would ask to play with us wed say "no 'cause dresses are girly girl!" yay for second grade!!
3. i fell on a treadmill in 7th grade and still have the scars. it hurt so bad!
4. i was on a plane 6 times the summer before my 8th grade year. cali-florida-panama-florida-cali-costa rica-cali
5.when i was little i would pretend to give God a kiss and a hug before i went to bed and id say goodnight to the angels around me :)
6.I ABSOLUTELY HATE GREEN BEANS. and i went to a little ladies dinner at beckies uncles church and a lady scooped a huge pile of them onto my plate and said "i made them myself, theyre delicious!" wouldnt have been bad, but then she came and sat next to me and made sure i ate them. when she wasnt looking id put them on beckies plate, but she made sure she saw me eat them. it was awful
7.i talk to my dog and cat when im alone.
well, i have no clue who's going to read this and who to tag. sooo if you havent done this then i tag you!