COOLEST THING IVE EVER SEEN!!!

...i like John Piper.

thanks to lazo( chrislazo.blogspot.com) for sending me this video. AMEN!

so anyways.

ugh, this is the man that goes to uganda and takes money from people that dont have anything. Lord please do something:(

okay okay...

i just want to document this. so i can remember and everyone else can see how long its been since ive been healthy! haha okay...
for the past 10 weeks i have had some sort of sickness
1.cold
2.stomach flu
3.cold
4.flu
5.cold
6.flu
7.sinus infection
and...as of yesterday...
8.stomach flu!!!
these have all been overlapping one another...its great...hahah oh wow i cant believe how long its been! cant wait until im better..finally.

"sniffle"

im so bored..i dont really know what to do. like i could read...or clean..or something. but im too tired. this is the beginning of week number 7 of sickness! its like im in a hole of germs and it keeps getting deeper...blah. haha but its okay, hopefully ill be better soon. and this weather doesnt seem to help..aside from all this though, im done with finals!!! woooooo ya! and last weekend was wintercamp!! soooo good man! haha okay, there was really no point to this blog other than to alleviate my boredom. have a good day!

january 14,1991

ahhhh oh my gosh!!! im freaking out so much right now!! im SEVENTEEN!! that seems so old! i dont want to grow up!!! ah im going to miss being sixteen. oh well. one more year of childhood is left..

the devil came on horseback documentary.

i dont even know what to say. im almost ashamed that here i am, sitting in my three bedroom 2 and a half bath with two animals and a closet full of clothes. i go to school everyday and the last thing on my mind is the fear of losing my life. i dont even think ive ever been in a situation where i was really going to lose it. not that im worried, ill be with Jesus. but the fact that im so protected, so safe. while thousands of girls and boys my age right now are being murdered in sudan. their moms, their brothers, their dads, their uncles. people like you and me. i dont know what to do. and i know that Jesus is so much bigger than it all, but i just get so sad when i think that were standing here watching hundreds of thousands of innocent sudanese christians get slaughtered. were standing here, in america. and what kills me is that the sudanese people think that were there for them. one man said he prays for america, hes so thankful for what they are doing. but most americans dont know or dont care about whats happening a continent away on africa. is this what God's called us to do? the only thing i have comfort in is that i know that God sees them, and He loves each and every precious life that has been brually taken. oh, but if it could only end. please have mercy Jesus...